assalamualaikum......how are you this night.....hope you all fine.....last night i just sign up with blogger but do not have any idea to write...huhu.....so this night....just want to share with you all.....a story of my life....
actually this is not a big problem....but things happen around this two weeks....after i moved to langkawi....
i know him since i was at perlis........sorry.....i dont want to mention how i know him.....but as there are so many ways to communicate right now....that's easier for us........
for me...i just want to be his friend.....not more than that.....since i never know him before....i just want to know something about his life.....and just want to share some story about me....
but...thing doesn't go as what i want.......after know him about 2@3 month ago....now he start to talk something that i dont want to hear yet.....that is he want to be someone special in my life....YA ALLAH.....pleaseeee......i just release my tension here.....i just settle down myself....and.....i just want to start a new life....but he.....oh noooo...........
i dont know him well...how come i make a decision.....so i try to talk to him....i try to know him much.....but things get worse......talking to him just remind me to someone that i hate so much.....his way of commnunicate......his attitude while have a conversation.....and one more....their way on give an opinion....just similar......YA ALLAH.....why those thing happen to me.....i feel so sad thinking about it....so i decide to sleep that night....
until now....i dont talk to him yet.....but i always think.....how to make him understand that i cannot accept him.....i dont know how to say it.....YA ALLAH....please do help me.....
p.s dont know why i put that picture...hehe....
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